Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Chapter 7: Another World

Eric was right. Now that I know what they're doing up on Altos, I know why they’re being so secretive and a brief diversion before the meeting gave me a perverse glimpse of what they're facing.

There was a new moon that night so it was dark and there was nary a light visible on the cul de sac. The gate was up, absorbed by the night, but I could see the stone wall on each side in my headlights. They probably still don't suspect that I know about the gate.

When I knocked on Julie's heavy wooden door, Eric opened it slowly and asked in whisper if I would wait in the hall for a minute. As I stepped in I immediately heard the loud, angry voice of a young girl. "Ian and Ariana's daughter Becca is throwing one of her fits," Eric explained apologetically.

Actually I could see into the living room from the hall and I thought of how often we used to gather there for potluck suppers. The Williams’ home resembles a rustic mountain lodge. It's large and rambling with big log-beamed ceilings. Though more worn and far darker now than I remember, it looks basically the same. Native American blankets hanging from the second story balcony above the living room. Plump oversized leather chairs and couches clustered around an open stone fireplace that serves both the living room and dining room it divides. As always there were carpets on the wood plank floors and bright colored pillows of bold Native American designs tossed about on the furniture and around the hearth.

Except for Ariana, all the adults from the cul de sac were gathered there around the fire that along with a few candles was providing the only light in the room. Julie's daughter Wren was sitting by her mother, looking obviously upset. Becca was standing in the middle of the group yelling, tears running down her face.

"I hate it here! I hate it!" she cried.

Pulling off the bulky sweater she was wearing she threw it to the floor with all the force she could muster. It slapped loudly against the coffee table as it fell.

"It's always cold here and these ugly clothes!" she spouted. “Just look at you! You look like a bunch of field hands! Well, I won't do it. I'd rather freeze!"

The group was dressed, as folks in Katani Falls customarily were, in faded blue jeans or dusty chinos or corduroys with varying layers of sweaters, turtlenecks, sweatshirts and flannel jackets. Except for Kali who wore a heavy ankle-length cotton skirt and had a natural wool shawl draped over her shoulders. Her long black hair created a dramatic backdrop for startling teal blue eyes. Also, as is the custom here, all were wearing some form of heavy outdoor shoes or boots.

Sans sweater Becca looked decidedly out of place wearing a tight, light-weight low-cut tee that showed off the contours of her small but budding breasts and her tall, slender, almost waif-like body. Her sandy hair had been cut in a stylist short wedge that had grown out so it fell awkwardly across her face. Her skinny jeans were tucked into a pair of black suede Ed Hardy Love Kills Snowblazer boots that came over her calves and folded into a thick fleece cuff. The Love Kills design featured a scarlet skull surrounded by floral swirls.

"What's wrong with you people? All you care about is returning to the Dark Ages! And you've killed Muffy!” she continued, turning to her father. “You wouldn't have done that is she were bigger. If she were Sentry or Coon you would have spent the money. I know you would. Or are we paupers now?"

Her voice was growing ragged and hoarse from the yelling. Her razor sharp eyes zeroed in on her father, who was sitting in stunned silence along with everyone else. "You're mean! Cruel! Evil! " she muttered between clenched teeth before folding over onto her knees in wrenching tears.

Julie got up and went to put her arms around Becca. I looked over to Eric who was still standing in the hallway with me. "Ian had their Maltese put down this afternoon," he explained quietly. "The dog was 14 years old and had a heart problem. Their vet in LA offered to do open-heart surgery for an estimated $7,000, but Ian decided against it."

Open-heart surgery for a pet? My mind was spinning at the incongruity of it all and wondering who Sentry and Coon were. By then Ian had gotten up too and reached out to comfort his daughter. She stood and collapsed against his chest in tears.

"I'll buy you a pair of those grey UGGs you've been wanting," he said soothingly. "We're not paupers. Not yet. We're going to be fine." He looked lost and desperate, almost like a young boy, his sandy hair falling willy nilly across his forehead not unlike his daughter's.

After a few minutes, Wren got up and went to hug her friend. A good foot taller, Becca turned and looked down at her. "Oh, Wren, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean I hate you. Or that you dress ugly." She wiped her eyes with the back of her hand. Wren picked up the discarded sweater from the floor and draped it over Becca’s shoulders.

"It's not that cold in my room, Becca, let's go upstairs and talk," she said taking Becca by the hand.

As the two girls left the room Eric cleared his throat to let everyone know I was there. Julie turned to me smiling. "Please come in, Rose," she said. "I'm sorry for all this upset."

"Yes, do come in," Ian reiterated, composing himself. "Becca hasn't been well. The asthma, you know."

"Would you like some tea or some hot mulled wine?" Julie interjected. I declined and they made room for me on couch in front of the fireplace.

It was immediately clear that Ian would be leading the “meeting.” His demeanor had shifted and he began to speak in the soft, measured voice of someone who is used to people hanging on his every word.

"I think you know all of us," he began. "I'm Ian. I've seen you at the Clinic. My wife isn't with us tonight. Not feeling up to it. Julie and Rachel, Lori and Eric, you know, of course. And this is Boo and Nessa, Raine and Kali."

As I said hello I could feel the tension in the room was building, not ebbing.

"As I guess you know from Eric we're engaging in some activities up here to address the fact that our community is pretty much going under," he paused, "along with the whole country." After assuring himself that I had indeed committed to keep everything they told me in the strictest of confidence, he paused again, took a breath and blew it out slowly.

"We're creating a homestead," he explained, "an eco-village in essence that can be a model for the rest of our community to show how we can be self-reliant here in Katani Falls and make it through the coming collapse of the US economy.”

No one except me seemed startled by his use of the term "collapse." To hear that spoken and received so matter-of-factly sent a chill down my spine. Is that really what lies ahead? Collapse?

Ian then proceeded to describe their goals and projects. No one else said much and once he finished they took me on a tour of the "homestead."

I didn't follow all of the technical details of what was laid out for me, but I will try as best I can to provide an overview. The "homestead" idea started after Eric got an old diesel truck and started distilling cooking oil, or what they call biodiesel, to fuel it. He gets cooking oil from our only remaining eatery - Burger, Fries, and Pizza – and makes fuel from it in his garage.

Soon after telling his neighbors about this, it was decided that Eric would do the in-town shopping for the households on the cul de sac. It was like a buying co-op and it meant they had to get together to coordinate orders and arrange for pick up times. One thing led to another and they began doing more things collectively ... sharing tools ... exchanging things they didn't need with one another, etc., until one night Ian suggested they should see just how self-reliant they could become on their cul de sac.

That was before Boo and Nessa moved here. Ian knew the Irish couple from an event he put on for his company where Boo's band was playing. It turns out both Boo and Nessa spent part of their childhood's living in what's called an intentional "eco-village." Nessa in Findhorn, Scotland, one of the oldest and most well-known of such communities. Neither liked the experience at the time and had moved to London by the time they met. But, Ian explained, during the event that night the couple mentioned how in today's economy a self-sustaining community like that might be our only hope for a decent future. The couple mentioned they were looking for somewhere in proximity of LA to create such a living arrangement.

Ian brought the idea back to the cul de sac and Boo and Nessa were invited to move into the vacant house on the east side of Altos to help create an eco-village. But they're not renting it. They’re squatting!! The house was empty, in foreclosure but not selling, and no one from the bank had been up to check the house in the two year’s they've lived here.

Their goal is to produce as much food, water, energy, and other needs as possible themselves and whenever possible purchase everything else here in Katani Falls. With Boo and Nessa's expertise they're on the way to becoming ecologically self-sustaining and have the intention of getting entirely "off the "grid" some time this year. The more Ian talked the less tension I felt in the room, particularly when he said showing me was going to be a lot clearer than telling. So we all bundled up in our coats for a "tour of the premises."

One by one from a central switch, Ian flicked on low lighting across the back of the four houses. Behind three of them was a wide meadow beyond which was the forest. There they had planted an outdoor garden in raised beds or cold frames and built two greenhouses. One is a heated feeder greenhouse where plants can be started and the other is a larger hoop greenhouse that's not heated where greens can be produced all winter long. And greens there are aplenty. But I didn't recognize most of the vegetables. They’re growing primarily cool season Asian vegetables, I learned because they grow faster and are much heartier, more abundant, disease and wilt resistant, use less water and have a higher caloric value than the vegetables we Americans are more familiar with.

Located in the shadier forested area behind Julie's house is a small barn and a chicken coop. Yes, a coop for chickens that lay eggs! (Did you know hens can produce eggs without a rooster?) There are also two goats for milk and cheese, and a pond stocked with fish. Two llamas protect the property from predators like bears, coyotes, wolves and mountain lions, which they will stomp to death if need be! The llamas, being grazers, are tethered to 30' foot ropes. They also come in handy I discovered for hauling and carting and their hair can be woven into yarn for knitting or rope, as well as for felt. Even their manure is a godsend because the soil on our mountain is not good for growing.

Off the barn on the north is a wood pellet mill they purchased and built from a kit to manufacture their own pellets for heating three of the homes in the winter, using wood the Forest Service makes available to the public when thinning the forest.

All this, of course, is why they have six-foot fences between their houses – none of these things are allowed under our zoning or building codes. Because Raine is the ranger for our forest he’s the only one from Forest Service who sees what’s going on from the back of their homes. He winked at me when Ian mentioned this and commented, “You didn’t hear him say that.”

They already grow most of their produce I was told and they hunt for rabbit, squirrel (yuck!), quail, and once a year during hunting season, one deer, which they share. Hence, Coon - Raine's hunting dog.

Sentry it turns out is a Border Collie. She protects the two barn cats that keep rodents away and constantly patrols the perimeter of the properties to ward off deer, etc. and prevent Heron from eating the fish.

Despite the fact the dogs were following at our heals, I could see at once that they were not "pets." These are working animals. Poor Muffy, was my only thought. She was indeed a luxury here.

A small orchard has been cut out of the forest for two rows of fruit trees, none of which he said are bearing yet. Water from the stream that runs along the back of the south end of the cul de sac is being diverted to create the pond and to provide water for the growing the food, which includes using what they call grey water. The grey water is only for the garden, greenhouses and orchard.

Such water diversion, of course, violates mandates of probably a half dozen federal, state, and local agencies.

Electricity for their “village” is being generated by solar panels on the two smaller cabins that have wide south-facing roofs and some other source they didn't explain that's related to a boggy-looking catchment area off the pond. Evidently they reserve the electricity they’re generating primarily for running equipment and of course for Ian's Internet connection. So they’re not totally off grid. I guess that’s not actually legal either. But there are no TV's and they use as few household appliances as they can, Ian said.

Apparently that accounts for the sheets to my surpise there were sheets drying on clotheslines in Julie’s dining room. I'm going to have to find out more about that later. Does this something to do with why Becca is always so cold?

After the tour, on the way back to house, there was one more stop. A storage room off the back of Julie's house is stacked with what looks like money. They're planning to establish a local currency just for use here in Katani Falls. It's all printed and, I was assured, completely legal. Though I’ve read about this online, seeing "printed money" stacked up in rows left me feeling even more stunned by what I was seeing than I already was. And Ian was about to make matters worse.

"This is why we decided to have you here tonight," Ian commented as we headed back into Julie's living room. "The time is near that we must let the rest of the community in on what we're doing. We can't keep doing this by ourselves. It has to become a community-wide effort. We're proof it can be done and now we have to share it."

Eric interrupted at this point. It was the first time anyone other than Ian had made a substantive comment since the "meeting" began and I had to wonder, was this more of their secretiveness, assuring I would hear only one vetted version of the story, or was Ian intimidating to everyone else in some way?

"You're probably wondering how we've financed all this?" Erik interjected while I pondered why no one else was talking. True, I had been wondering about that too, as well as how long it had taken them to create all this. Eric glanced over at Ian before continuing. Ian dipped his chin in approval, reinforcing my concern about just what his role was.

"Ian and Adriana were going to move the family back to LA once Adriana got better, but instead they had sold their house there for far less than it was once worth to fund the activities we've been carrying out over the past two years. Just this fall he also sold the stock he owned in the company where he works so we'll have funds in reserve for the other plans on the drawing board."

"You have other plans?" I asked, amazed that there could be more.

"Yes," Ian stepped back in. "In addition to the community currency, which is essential if we're going to have a reasonably self-reliant economy here, we're purchasing a table-top manufacturing unit so we can fabricate parts for our equipment. I know how to use the software and can adapt it to our needs. Eventually it and the wood pellet mill can serve the entire community and ultimately grow into an industry for the region.

"We're also recruiting key people to move here - a homeopathic pharmacist, a holistic vet, various types of technicians and security experts. As an incentive we plan to house them rent free like Boo and Nessa in some of the many vacant homes here. Hopefully we’ll be able to provide them and everyone else here in Katani Falls with a minimal amount of self-generated energy too."

Eric picked up. "We've been able to do all this over the past two years because Boo, Nessa, Julie and I have been working at this pretty much full time, while the others are bringing in income from their work for our personal needs.”

"But now," Ian took over again, "we need you. Or so Eric tells us."

"Me?" I asked wanting to disappear into the couch cushions.

"Yes, Eric tells us, and Julie has confirmed, that you are an expert communicator who can get past controversy and bring diverse elements of a community together around common goals."

I began ringing my hands and quickly stopped by tucking them under my hips. I knew he was referring to the community meeting years ago when I, and a lot of others, helped prevent an attempt to turn Katani Falls into a regional tourist center.

Julie was sitting on her hands too and looked at me as if to signal she understood how I must be feeling. Then she abruptly jumped to her feet and cut in.

"Why don't we let Rose absorb all this over the holidays and then we can get together again and she can tell us what she thinks we need to do to bring the community on board?"

That sounded just GREAT to me! "Yes!" I blurted out probably far too enthusiastically. I quickly reigned myself in and told them how very impressed, actually astonished, I was at what they had accomplished and thanked them for entrusting me with what I knew was highly sensitive information.

At that point Julie reached over and gave me a big hug, which the group took as agreement that would be how we'd proceed. Everyone rose and there were hugs and many holiday wishes all around. Though it felt somewhat forced, the mood in the front hall as we donned our coats again was upbeat and celebratory.

I haven’t digested the implications of all this yet. The holidays are here and I have to just set it all a side for now. Ned is back from the city for the week and Mark, Chelsea, and I will be having Christmas dinner over at Gloria's. If only I could talk to them about all this.

What do you think? Should I get involved in this? Is it too good to be true? Have they gone about this in the wrong way by being so secretive and violating to many codes without permits or variances? Can their good intentions for the community be salvaged somehow? It seems to be an overwhelming task. They’ve literally created another world that holds nearly breath-taking promise.

Please le me know your thoughts and comments. Sarah also said she would set up a poll.

I hope you will all have a joyous yuletide season.
Rose


© Sarah Anne Edwards, 2009

Friday, December 5, 2008

Chapter 6: Sleuthing

You're probably wondering what happened at the meeting? Well, I didn't go. I was uninvited!

A couple days after I wrote you, Eric called me at the Clinic to say the group "was not ready" for "someone like me" to come to one of their meetings. Seems the others involved in what ever is going on up there on Altos weren’t too pleased with Eric for inviting me without talking to them first.

He told me they would "hash it out" at their next meeting and he was sure I'd be invited again later. "It's inevitable," he said. "Sooner or later we'll have to let others know."

I couldn't resists asking "Why so secretive, Eric?"

"You'll understand," he said, "as soon as I can tell me more." Then he apologized profusely his jumping the gun and promised to get back to me.

Meanwhile, Rachel, Mark’s head nurse who lives up with Julie up on Altos, seems to be avoiding me at the Clinic. I’m probably just imagining that. I don't know. This whole thing is making me paranoid. I think Gloria is giving me knowing looks, like she wants me to fill her in on whether I followed up on her suggestion to call Eric, but I'm probably imagining that too.

Mark and I had Gloria and Ned and their daughter Carly over for Thanksgiving dinner. We had a lovely time, laughing and joking. It felt like the old days. Even though the lights went out for an hour in the morning, I almost forgot about how bad the economy is and how our community seems to be disintegrating.

When Eric didn't call the day after the meeting my curiosity got the better of me. On my way home that day I saw Julie's daughter Wren walking up the hill toward home, so I stopped to ask if I could give her a ride. There was a stiff chilly wind that day, but she looked at me like deer in the headlights and then blinked. "Aah, no, that's OK," she called out. "I like to walk. Exercise, you know." She gave me one of those shy kid smiles and turned to walk on.

So that night I asked my daughter Chelsea if she and Carly had been up to Julie’s house on Altos to visit with their friend Wren lately. They hadn't. "We don't see Wren much after school any more," she explained. “Wren is always with Brie these days – unless Bacca’s sick again. And no one ever goes to Becca’s house. Her mother’s always too sick to have visitors."

Becca is Ariana and Ian Avery's daughter. The Avery's moved into the tiny log cabin next to Julie’s on Altos about a year ago, right as housing prices started tumbling. Their daughter is one of four tweens who are around the same age: my daughter Chelsea, Gloria's daughter Carly, Julie's youngest daughter Wren, and Becca. Before the Avery's moved here the other three girls were together a lot, often at Julie’s because their house is so large.

Talking with my daughter only piqued my curiosity all the more, so over lunch yesterday I decided to drive up to Altos. It's pretty far up, around the mountain and above the Falls. The road is so windy I thought I could get near enough to the Altos cul de sac to take a peak without anyone seeing me.

Ian Avery works from home and is pretty much a recluse. No one sees him unless it’s to bring his wife or daughter to the clinic. His wife Ariana has lupus. That’s why they moved here. So she could get away from the hubbub of the city and rest. Then last year Becca developed asthma, like so many of the kids have. It’s bad case, too. So I’m sure Ian’s at the clinic more than he’d like.

Given Ian would probably be home, I knew had to be careful not to get too close to the houses on the cul de sac. But it turned out I couldn't get close at all. There was a big black iron gate over the entrance to the cul de sac!!

It looks like it had a solar panel code entry keypad on the right side. There's a natural stone wall running off either side of the gate into the forest. A few yards down from the north end of the wall there's a little path through the forest that the kids probably use as a shortcut around the gate.

But a gate of any kind on a public street is strictly against code here. You can't even have fences or walls around your property without a permit. Is this the big secret they're keeping? But why a gate? Why a wall?

Altos is really more like a long deep U-shaped drive than a typical round cul de sac. There are four houses set back around the very end of the U. They all sit among old growth pines and willows so you can't see much of them from the gate. I could see portions of what looks like six-foot high wooden fences between the houses, though, that go around the to back on the north and south sides of the two end houses.

This is strictly forbidden too without a permit. What in the heck are they doing? I wanted to park the car, get out, and walk around on that little path, but NO! I made a quick U-turn and headed back down the mountain. It was silly, but I felt a kid scared of getting my hand caught in the cookie jar. I held my breath the whole the way down to the nearest cross streets. Blessedly no one was coming or going to Altos.

I tried to think of who lives in the four houses. Julie and her youngest daughter Wren live in the big house on the right with their three housemates - Rachel, Eric, and Lori. Along the bottom of the U are two small log cabins. Ariana and Ian Avery and their daughter Becca live in the smallest one. Raine Harrison and his partner Kali live in the other one next door. Boo and Nessa Bristol live on the left side of the U in a somewhat larger log house with their two little boys, both under school age. Raine and Kali have brought them into the Clinic for the kids' inoculations.

My mind was swimming with questions. Have these families created some kind of compound up there? Is this their answer to the problems we're facing? Walling themselves off from everyone? I tried remembering what I could about the families I didn’t know very well.

Ian's a sandy-haired, nerdy guy, mid-thirties, looks like everybody's best friend. But I know he's not a happy camper. In a small town like this everyone's story tends to get around and it's known that Ian used to be a hot-shot software designer in Santa Monica. He developed the most advanced AI software marketing system in the world. With his program a marketing department could adjust their advertising and promotional campaigns to consumer responses on an hourly basis. His team can provide a continuous live data feed to update their client’s software.

And he made big bucks, too, as did his wife Ariana before her illness. She was an advertising executive. They lived in an architecturally designed house on the Venice canals in LA and Becca attended to a nearby private school. Probably thought they had the perfect life.

But that all changed when Ariana was diagnosed with lupus. At one point she nearly died. The doctor ordered her to get away from the city and to do absolutely nothing but rest.

Fortunately the company let Ian continue working on his project, but only as a contract worker. He works remotely and still gets his health benefits. But instead of overseeing the operation, now he’s a hacker, or code jock as they're called, meeting grueling deadlines instead of setting them and cow towing to a project manager who doesn’t know half as much as Ian does.

Their cabin on Altos is so tiny it looks like an over-sized birdhouse perched up on a rise among the trees. They paid cash for it I think, because getting a loan as a contract worker hasn't been easy for quite awhile. And, of course, Ian has to live with Ariana’s lupus: the unending pain, the emotional ups and downs, the continuing life-threatening nature of the illness, and the lifelong specter of a relapse hanging over their heads. Not to mention Becca's newly acquired asthma.

Also I guess Ariana doesn't even look the same now. It's said she was strikingly beautiful, tall and lithe with long, curly, black hair and chiseled facial features. But the meds she has to take have a lot of side effects that keep her body swollen and puffy and her hair is cut short now and mostly grey with just a few wisps of black remaining.

I’ve met Raine and Kali at Wilderness Society meetings, but I don’t know much about them. Raine is a naturalist and evolutionary biologist, fortyish, with gunmetal gray hair and steel gray eyes. He used to have his own company as a wilderness guide up in Yosemite. But when tourism started drying up a few years ago, he applied for a job with the Forest Service and ended up in the position Julie’s husband Cody had before he died.

Kali's a good ten years younger than Raine. She’s an environmental biologist. They met while she was working for the Forest Service as a consultant, back before the federal cutbacks. Now she volunteers at the charter school.

I know even less about Boo and Nessa. Only that they're from Ireland, both in their late 20's probably, and that Boo (a nickname I'm sure) plays keyboard for a band in LA. But with concert sales plummeting, the band hasn't been touring much. So, I don't know what they do for income. I think they’re renting their house on Altos from a bank because it was in foreclosure and never sold.

There's nothing I can think of about any of these people that explains what I saw today.

Even though the temperature dipped into the low thirties this afternoon, instead of going right back to the office I drove down to the pond below our house. Pulling my muffler and parka tight and tugging my knit cap down over my ears, I sat on a stone bench for awhile and tried to clear my head. The ducks were swimming lazily in circles on the satin grey water, making their little calling sounds.

When I worked from home, before Mark had to lay off staff and needed me at the Clinic, I used to go down to the pond a lot. I should do it more often. It's so peaceful. There don't seem to be any problems at the pond. All is well there with all the living creatures that make it their home.

Why can't we humans live like the creatures at the pond? We're both here in Katani Falls, but there doesn't seem to be any parallel between their lives and ours. Being there I forget about all the worries and confusion rolling around in my head. Is that what I should do? Just forget about the mountain of problems we’re facing? Forget about whatever is going on up on Altos?

No, I don't think so. The ducks don't forget about the coyotes at night. I hear them out there sometimes, crashing into the water, splashing about with yips of marauding coyotes ringing the shores. They don't ignore the danger. We’re like those the ducks, but the coyotes circling our homes are economic. Our community, our families, we’re are all in danger. As real as coyotes in the night. Our food, shelter, heat, medicine ... it's all in jeopardy.

Somehow I felt better when I got back to the Clinic, though. The wonders of Vitamin N, as Gloria's husband Ned used to say about the effects of nature.

When I got home from work Eric called. They'd had a tension-filled meeting Monday night but decided to invite me to meet with the group next week at Julie's. Not at one of their regular meetings, but for a special get-together just with me. I said that would be fine.

Of course, Mark wanted to know who called, so told him I was invited over to spend an evening with Julie and Rachel. He said that was nice. Didn’t think anything of it, but still I find this secretive stuff awkward.

I'll let you know how the meeting goes and what I find out. Meanwhile, hold a good thought for us. I still don't know if this month's medication order arrived at the Clinic and I don't want to ask Mark. It's too stressful.

Until later, Rose.